| ~SiCk~ |
[Dec. 10th, 2003|05:05 pm] |
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| | "ThE tRoUbLe WiTH LoVe iS" by KeLLy CLarKsOn | ] |
Hey Ya'll,
Well i have strepp throat..........it sux really bad and i can barely talk........well tomorrow i am going to school bcuz i dont wanna miss seeing this guy that i like in my 5th period.........i really missed him today........well my magazine came in the mail and i was reading it and it is 20 tips for getting someone to notice u...here they are:
1.Body block him- bump into him "accidentally" on purpose
2.Engage his brain-tell him u find his ideas stimulating
3.Live it up-if ur laughing with girls or guys you pick up the fun vibe...if ur whining they'll think i dont want to hang out iwth someone like that
4.Taunt-alize that person-poking fun at your crush shows confidence
5.Wink!-make sure he is looking at you and do a little wink
6.stand up and dont cross your arms and show a half smile
7.Don't gush- you will scare him away if u go on and on about how great he is
8.Give good gaze-when you look a person in the eyes, they remember
9.Lie!-tell him/she that you called them but no one answered this way they will know you dont have their number and give it to u
10.Talk to him-the best way to get someone to notice you is to go up to them and start up a conversation it takes some of the pressure of themselves
11.Show them your moves-if the music is pumpin ask them to dance
12.Flash those pearly whites-a smile is a no-risk, open invitation
13.Play him-pay alot of attention to them at first, than the next time you see them pay no attention to them at all...it keeps them interested
14.Compliments- people love it when you compliment something unique about them
15.Run hot and cold-get their attention i.e. smile at them, than look away, than look bak a few seconds later
16.Turn the spotlight on you-if you have a good talent get up there and strut your stuff
17.Make them talk-ask them questions about themselves and when they start talking sit down and shut up
18.Put it in writing-slip them a note with your number on it
19. Use the backward glance-catch their eye as ur walking by then look bavk as you are about to leave their sight
20.Roll with backup-have one of ur friends instigate some chitchat
its funny bcuz over half of these things me and the guy in my 5th period we do it to eachother.......so when i read this it instantly reminded me of him.....well today i didnt go to school and i am going tomorrow bcuz i mean i ono i can't stand to not see him even if its for a day.....its crazy and it scares me.......i juss wish i knew how he felt yinno? but o well...g2g ttyl bye
Love Always,
BiAnCa NicHeLe |
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| ~i FeEL LiKe ShYt!~ |
[Dec. 6th, 2003|04:24 pm] |
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| | "aLL i HaVe" bY J.Lo f./ LL cOOL j | ] |
Hey Ya'll,
My mommie and me juss got bak from the m.a.c counter and omg our make up looks great but i ended up spending $180.00 and she spent $100.00........holy shit.........i am so happy with wat i got but i feel like shyt bcuz i spent all that $$$ ahahaha oh well it was out of my bank account so who cares but still.....well juss thot i would tell ya'll......g2g do my hair 4 the party....bye
Love Always,
BiAnCa NiCheLe |
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| ~i NeEd 2 TaKe A ShOWeR~ |
[Dec. 5th, 2003|09:16 pm] |
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| | "YoU WiN mY LovE" by ShaNiA tWaiN | ] |
Hey Ya'll,
Its about 9:17 p.m. and i am juss sitting here listening to music and talking to steven and amanda...i think he reads this bcuz after i posted my last entry about how we r drifting apart he started acting how he used to....i thot it was kinda funny.....i am glad things are going bak to how they were at least a lil bit....hopefully things will b bak 2 the way they were soon!!!on monday i am gonna bring a camera so i can take pics of all my friends and maybe i will get some of me and steven and me and seth cuz they are gay and dont like taking pictures but hopefully 4 me they will......lol i am sure they will tho.....i look bak in foto albums and i see pictures of me and steven and me and seth and we all look so small and i cant believe that we are this old and in highschool and still best friends and i mean its crazy when i think about it.....we were all so young and naive and innocent....not no more but still i mean i always try to b nice to people i have known since elementary bcuz u cant go bak and make more i mean they are all u have of that period in ur life.......well tomorrow i should b going to steven and seths soccer tournament but it is so early in the morning and if u kno me than u kno that i dont get up til at least 11 or 12 and the thing starts at 9:15....holy crap.....i mean they kno i would do anything 4 them but that is juss ludacris........and at 1:30 i ahve an appointment at the mac counter because my dad's "business" christmas party is tomorrow and so me and my mommie are going to get our makeup done.........i love to sit there and have people do my make up it makes me feel relaxed and all my problems kinda dissapear for a period of time......me and my mommy were out and we bought a brand new straightener and it works really good!!! i am so excited to use it tomorrow.....well i think imma go cuz i need to take a shower tonight!!!!!
Love Always,
BiAnCa NicHeLe |
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| ~No SoApS~ |
[Dec. 3rd, 2003|06:34 pm] |
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| | "ThiS i SwEaR" by NiCk LaChEy | ] |
Hey Ya'll,
Well today when i got home i was very upset.....i just put in a new blank tape so i could tape my soap operas and stupid me i forgot to program it......i was expecting 3 hours of wonderful entertainment and i got nothing.......uhhhh it sux........ i was so upset......o well i can juss look forward to tomorrows soaps.....LOL well me and steven are drifting apart and i mean i ono y but everytime i try to bring us closer agen he drifts farther so imma just not bother with it anymore.........o0o0oo0 and remember when i told you about that guy in my 5th period.....well i didnt kno that he had a g/f......gosh i ono if the girl who told me is telling the truth but yah so far from wat she tells me he has a g/f......uh!!!!!!! oh well i will find out if it is for shure.....sheesh.......man i cant get this guy outta my head........i had my chance and i blew it.......now we barely talk and its like uh!!!!!!!well i am gonna go listen to music....i dont have much to say rite now.......a lil depressed about my life but hey if it were perfect i dont think they would call it life....
Love Always,
BiAnCa NiCheLe |
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| ~GoOd MoRniNg~ |
[Nov. 30th, 2003|10:27 am] |
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| | "i LoVe u ThiS mUch" by JiMmY wAyNe | ] |
Hey Ya'll,
well its about 10:30 a.m. and i am juss sitting here eating a burrito....hahaha burrito for breakfast....o well.......ummmm my real dad has juss started to call me and he is rushing this whole thing.... he is lucky i even picked up the phone when he called rite? i mean he wants me to come up and visit him even tho i havent seen him in 11 years i mean how can u be called a father if u havent been in my luife for way over half......almost all of it...and i kno he still has problems ::cough cough:: drugs........i mean u can juss tell when u talk to him that he isnt in a good place and i just got adopted by my step-dad....he wanted to get involved in my life and i feel its too late........i always thot that b4 my mom got married he would b in my life but i mean i am in highschool he hasn't been a father since b4 preschool....he is not my dad.....i just i ono how to tell him that i dont want anything to do with him.....i resent him......i think that maybe i was juss a bad kid and that i drove him to drugs and stuff but then agen its like no i was an innocent child and here he is just not grown up enough.....i ono i just don't think that by me not answering his calls or calling him bak but maybe now he knoes how i felt all those years ago wen he would tell me," oh i will call u and come get u ... or ur present is in the mail" finally i just gave up of ever having a relationship with him even tho thats wat i always wanted......actually all i wanted was a dad and now that i have that i dont need him.....but i feel like i am not being fair to him but in truth he was never fair to me....to this day i will not by these lil crackers that are bears filled with chocolate bcuz i remember one day he bought me those and that wat the last time i saw him........i just stay away from that.....he had this g/f named Wendy and she always gave him a hard time about not getting me or seeing me and she lived in like Mission Viejo and she would drive out to la palma and come get me so he could see me and he would never even be there anyways....i always knew i could count on her......after she dumped him that was the last time i saw him and i think well he was probably acting like my dad 4 her and thats bs......o well i wrote him a letter tellin him how i feel and imma send it this week sometime.....i should juss be happy with who i am and wat i have rite? i just cant help but have a weakness 4 him bcuz i feel like i owe it to him...but in truth i owe nothing to him!g2g do my laundary!
Love Always,
BiAnCa NiCheLe |
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| ~i HaVe LoAdS oF hW 2 dO~ |
[Nov. 29th, 2003|05:42 pm] |
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| | "WhY cAnT i?" by LiZ PhAiR | ] |
Hey Ya'll,
well today me and my mommy spent the whole day together.......we went to chris and pitts(i didnt like it) and than we went to the mall and went shopping....she bought me two jackets and i was like hey its ur bday and ur buying me stuff but she sed that it was ok and she wanted to......i thot it was nice.....wow my bak hurts so much today..........i think its from me fallin yesterday but it hurts alot.....o0o0o.....well last night i checked my cell phone and i had a message and it was from erica's cousin raymond( he is in 7th grade ) and he left me the cutest message that sed, " happy belated b-day bianca" awww i thot that was so sweet.....i guess he was at erica's and she sed something like oh yea it was bianca's b-day and he was like oh can i call her and tell her happy b-day..........i was like awwww how sweet......i think sometimes i wish i had more but i mean shouldnt i be thankful for what i have? i feel so i ono like i am a bad person wen i think that but i mean i cant help it.....i am only human......i have a ? that i would love someone to answer 4 me.....are 2 BEST friends allowed to say i love you to eachother without meaning omg i love u so much i wanna b with or does it usually mean brother sister? also......if one of the BEST friends say i love u and the other one says same but has sed i love you b4 than i mean is that a bad sign? i ono i am just confused about my life but i dont think they would call it life if it wasnt perfect.....
My HoRosCoPe ToDaY sEyS:
Your level of sensuality could well be uncomfortably high today, and an opportunity to get together with a romantic partner might be difficult to arrange. Work responsibilities could be overwhelming. Still, if you keep trying, you should be able to work out something, even if it's not until late at night. Love should go smoothly, no matter what time you manage to meet.Devote the day ahead to your children or your partner, dear Sagittarius. You may protest that it's too hard to find the time to give them the quality attention they deserve. You don't even have enough time for yourself, much less anyone else. In any case, you'll probably feel torn between what is expected of you and what you feel you can realistically give. If you want to dispel the inner tension you are feeling, take great care in the choices you make in the next few weeks
Well g2g ttyl
Love Always,
BiAnCa NiCheLe |
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| ~BaK 4m AnzaBoRrEgO~ |
[Nov. 28th, 2003|08:03 pm] |
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| | "WiTh YoU" by JeSsiCa SiMpSoN | ] |
hey ya'll,
well its 8:03 and i juss got out of the shower.......mayn i was so dirrty from motorcycle riding it was gross......well i saw blake and brendan(a guy who grew up down the street 4m me)and they were such sweethearts........brendan plays football for tesoro high on the freshman team and blake plays football for loara high on varsity......they r 2 great guys......we had a blast riding the quads and motorcycles......we r gonna try to all go bak christmas break and than we r gonna go regularly every thanksgiving.......i never realized juss how much i missed both of them yinno? i guess i never really thot about it since i didnt see them but it was a little hard saying goodbye to them....i wish it could have been a longer visit....well its inevitable......yes i bianca nichele ate it on a dirtbike...i will admit it..lol......my knee is kinda skinned up but thats ok it was worth it....well tomorrow imma get my nails done and spend the day with my mommy cuz its her bday!!! my dad loves anzaborrego.......hopefully we r gonna get a new quad bcuz there are more people than bikes so everyone has to take turns and it kinda sux but we r lucky juss 2 b there...i know there is no hope for me and guy #1 nor guy #2 but i am starting to take a real interest in guy #3(man i must sound like some piece of work talking about all these guys but u gotta have at least one and i mean i know i can't be with two of them so why not take an interest in someone else...that doesnt mean i have to give up my feelings that i have 4 the other 2 i cant b with)......i sit in the front of my english class and sometimes i juss glance bak and he looks rite into my eyes and its like he knos what i am thinking......he knos how i feel.....and he sees me.....the real me.....thats wat guy #2 does.......i kno i love #2 but there is no way i would ever tell him nor would he ever b with me trust me......i am really getting unhappy with the way that i look........i am tryin to start losing weight......i am trying to run every day but i need to try harder....i cant live like this anymore....i need to lose weight in order to b happy with myself......i wanna lose enuf to where i can look healthy....not skinny just thin......i ono we will see.......well i must go......"WhEn U SpEaK iTs LiKe A sOnG nD jUsS LiKe ThAT aLL mY wALLs CoMe DoWn.....iTs LiKe a PriVaTe JoKe.....JuSs MeAnT 4 US 2 KnO" that part of a song is meant for guy #2.....ttyl....and dont forget to leave me comments....
Love Always,
BiAnCa NiCheLe |
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| ~HaPpY ThAnKsGiViNg~ |
[Nov. 27th, 2003|08:27 pm] |
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| | "CLoSeR" by Jo DeE mEsSiNa | ] |
Hey ya'll,
well today is thanksgiving and i went over to my grammas........we had the traditional thanksgiving dinner............ it was pretty good and since my birthday was yesterday i got lots of presents......i ono i have been thinking alot about my real dad and i ono i dont miss him............there were times a while bak where i did but now i have a new dad....a better one.....i always used to think that if i were lucky i would get to pick my own dad and i would have picked my uncle danny......he is more than a father to me....he does so much for me and i mean he was the closest thing i ever had to a dad......well now about school...... i like 3 guys.......1 i had a chance with but now i dont bcuz i shut him out and told him that i didnt wanna b with him nd i only didnt want to bcuz i didnt kno how great of a guy he was......#2 is someone i could never have but i knoe very well so lets just cross him off rite now.........and #3 is a guy in my english class who i am beginning to like because he looks into my eyes and sees me.......not who everyone wants me to b...juss me......and i like that........but i am juss going with the flow rite now........lets see i have about 3 people in my life i know i can really count on........erica bcuz she listens to my problems and makes fun of them and lightens the mood and sometimes thats what i need....rachael bcuz she listens to my problems and makes me forget about them...and steven bcuz he listens to me and trys to help make it better...he is my comfort........he knos wat to say and how to make everything ok.he makes me feel good and safe...like he can protect me from anything which i kno thats not tru but its how i feel around him.....he is prolly the one i need the most......we have been close since 2nd grade and i ono i have learned to rely on him and need him desperately....well i am sorry i cant write tomorrow bcuz i am going to anzabrego to go motorcycle riding w/ my cousins and this guy blake and his family that i have known since i was young and man all i have to say is i havent seen blake for like 6 years and i juss saw him last week and damn! he grew up....he is one year older than me and he is a hottie lol.........well love ya g2g......bye
love always,
BiAnCa NiCheLe |
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